I have a nice day today. Peace and quiet. But I feel slightly hungry now and I still have tons of work tomorrow. But no matter. I am a Happy-Go-Lucky person. Nothing can faze me.

I know it is kind of late now to be posting. But I slept twice today and I drank coffee. I know I should not have done that but I am hungry. Anyway, I won’t be able to sleep now today and that’s why I am blogging today. Everything is so peaceful and quiet now. Everyone is sleeping soundly. Except for me and Rekha The Turtle.

I wonder if dreams to come true. I am referring to the dreams that occur when a person is asleep. Can dreams show you thing that you didn’t know ? I have dreams almost everyday and it plays an important role in my life. As entertainment and such. I used to remember my dreams a lot last year and recounting the dreams to my friends. But sadly, now I can’t really remember much. My dreams are usually short but numerous. They are disconnected and random. Well, some of my dreams do come true but for me, this is just amusing. An entertainment.

Cheers !

I am feeling slightly annoyed now.They postponed the Maths Quiz. Yes, a postponement again. Therefore, next week, I am going to have Chemistry, Maths and English. But now, I couldn’t care less. I am tired and I refuse to study today. Besides that, I have three assignments to pass up, Maths homework and Chemistry homework. I will try to finish at least one assignment today.

I am going to a musical dance show thing in an hour and half. I want to rest and sleep but I can’t. I have to take a bath and eat my dinner. That will probably take an hour. Yes, I usually take a long bath. I can’t help it. Maybe I will just lay on my bed and rest for a while.

Anyway, I am quite touched by something today. I can’t believe that anyone will say that. Yes, it is nice but it is also impossible to achieve.

I am considering to join my class’ debate team. It is just a small debate between the students within the class. But I don’t know whether I have the courage to put up and hand and say, ” I will join ! ” Knowing me, I will just probably let it sink into nothingness.

Cheers !

Today’s Biology quiz was ok, I think. Well, at least it is not as bad as I imagine but maybe almost as bad. The questions are straight forward though my minuscule cannot remember some of the answers. Anyway, I am satisfied with it. At least I did my best.

I think I had hurt someone’s one feeling yesterday. No, it was not intentional. Maybe it was the placing and choosing of the words that makes it means something else. I did not mean anything like that. I just assume that it hurts that person’s feeling after seeing the reply. I don’t know what to do. That person is sensitive but I don’t mind it. Sometimes, I don’t really know what to say because I am always given vague answers and replies. I am not always sure what is that person talking or thinking about. I can only guess and assume. Well, that is a fact of life. Maybe I try to make it up later when that person is in a better mood. But alas, I am still busy today. Perhaps tomorrow we can have a nice and long chat about this.

Cheers !

I just found out something today and I am puzzled by it. Actually, it’s nothing but a strange fact. But, why would anyone do anything like that when it does not serve any purpose at all ? Yes, I admit that it is very strange.

I have been thinking quite a bit recently. I wonder I am being manipulated like a puppet on a string. It is just a slight suspicion. I am very trusting but at the same time but I can’t help but to feel like that. Maybe it is just normal to question other people’s motives. I hope I am not being fooled around. I really do.

Anyway, I am supposed to have a Chemistry today and she only announced it this early morning. Unfortunately, it was postponed to next week. I am a little annoyed with it. I spent the whole day yesterday cramming everything into my head and now it has gone to waste. Oh yeah, what fun. I have to study all over again for Chemistry next week.

You may be deceived if you trust too much but you will live in torment if you don’t trust enough. – Frank Crane

Cheers !

Today is a cold rainy day. I like rain a lot. It calms me and everything is so peaceful.

Anyway, we just had over Physics quiz today. It was indescribable. One or two calculation questions and the rest are structure fact question. And to think that I spend the whole day doing calculations and tearing my hair off because of frustration. This is no justice to me. Ha ha I know I am so going to get really low marks for this. Oh, well. Nothing I can do. But it was ok, I guess.

Well, I rushed back to my hostel as usual. I was competing with my friend to see who will get back first. Of course, I won. Ha ha. And then, I went online. I can’t believe my friend is so nice to me. Sometimes, I don’t know what to say. Must be very tiring to do all those things for me. I really don’t know what to say except thank you.

I am feeling very hungry now. My poor stomach. Yes, I ate lunch but still I feel hungry. I wanna eat something. Ha ha But dinner will be served in 45 minutes. So, I guess I better rest and take a little nap. I am tired.

Cuidate !

Ok, I am giving myself only five minutes to blog today. I am supposed to study all my Physics chapters for a quiz tomorrow . But, I still have one more chapter to go and it is about ten o’clock now. Yes, I know I am lazy. Instead of studying, I am typing here.

I don’t know whether I can remember all the formulas for Physics or not. Well, I guess I will just have to sink or swim. My physics is quite ok but I tend to forget the formulas and make clumsy mistake. Oh, the horror. Imagine doing a question for 30 minutes just to get a wrong answer because of a silly mistake.

Anyway, I guess I won’t be blogging much this week as I have exams until Friday. Yes, poor me. But I will survive. After the exams, me and my friends have planned many activities. Hopefully, it will all go as planned.

My five minutes is up. Not bad for a five minutes post, I suppose. Haha

Cheers !

I think I am blogging whenever I still depressed or sad. Haha I am just exaggerating. The last issue was resolved amicably and without a problem. It seems that someone had stolen the password and not because of the trust issue. Well, I am glad.

Anyway, I feel one kind about something and I need to let my feelings out. I really miss doing something right now. But unfortunately, I can’t. I can only listen to the wonderful thing they did and I was thinking what fun it will be if I am able to join in. Yes, I can do a few things and try to help in some small way but I really like to be a active member of the community. Me, I am only helping in the sidelines and I cannot tell anyone about it least there will be some trouble. No, I am not involved in illegal activities, I assure you.

Even after writing about it, I still feel one kind only. Sigh.. I hope I get better soon. I didn’t study much today. I was very distracted but I can finished it by today. I hope.

Oh, and today is one of my best buddies’ birthday today. The name is Makotokun or Mako,that is the nickname people gave. Yup, 22 March. Anyway, I gave a few present but it was only so-so. But Mako seems very happy with it. I hope. I cannot give much since I was kinda busy. Maybe it is just politeness but who knows anyway.

Cheers and Happy Birthday To Mako !

I feel a bit depressed today and I don’t know why. No. It is not about the exams. I just feel moody and I don’t feel like talking to anyone today. In short, I am cold and dismissive today. Anyone who talks to me today will get a short and curt reply. So, leave me alone today unless you can bear me being an ice queen or something. Well, I knew that something is going to be wrong today but I don’t know what is it. It is just a feeling. And that was a few hours ago.

I came back and it became apparent to me that something is quite wrong today. I don’t know what should I feel. A bit hurt and shock, I suppose. But one must not assume. I will request an explanation to that later in the day.

I feel much better now.

I feel very tired now. Just very tired and I don’t feel like studying although the test is on next week. Try as I might, I still don’t think that the information is getting through my head. I am not typing much today.

Cheers.

So… Today, I am going to start this post with this word. So.. do you want to know what I got for my SPM results ? You really want to know ?

I woke up kinda late in the morning, about nine o’clock. After that, I sat and went online. I saw a couple of friends online and they were a bit nervous too. So, was me. I feel slightly sick and tired. I called some of my friends and they told me that they have not released the results. I feel very bad at that time. Then, suddenly I got an SMS from my dad. I opened it and… I saw my results. So.. do you really want to know what I got ?

Well, I am not telling here. I am happy of course, but I was kinda disappointed at the same time. Maybe it was my fault or maybe it was just pure bad luck. Anyhow, it does not really affect me but still… I guess students will understand. I really want to do my best but I don’t know whether that is my best or not.

Still, I think I should be happy. I was so scared for my BM paper. I did a very serious mistake on it and somehow I managed to get an A1. Yeah, and my Addmath too. I thought I was crapping on the paper. I can’t do a few questions and the questions carried a lot of mark. Well, writing in this blog had made me realized how lucky am I. I should be grateful I guess.

So… Overall, I am Happy !

Cheers !